Tuesday, March 05, 2013

A Confession...

Hi everyone!!!

I am so happy to be back here and posting some of my projects;  at the same time it is kind of scary, because anyone can see my work and some might like it and others might not like it; but you know what is important: that I like it, that I feel happy with myself as an artist, that I feel free to create whatever I want to create.

Recently we lost a loved one and the healing process has been a difficult one. I have been trying to get back to normal and there is this invisible force holding me, not letting me go.

I did realize that I wasn't mourning the lost of a loved friend, I was really mourning my life, my broken self.

I have a confession to make:

I was a victim of Domestic Violence, every possible form of abuse...

There I said it and I am still here; breathing, thinking, crying and laughing all at the same time.

Finally forgiveness for the one who hurt me so much and for myself for hiding for so long.

Now it is time to heal the heart, and with this my soul!

This is the art journal page that I created when I realized what was happening inside me:




It is time to be free and heal!!!
Love,
Me

3 comments:

  1. Julia, you are a brave soul. I am sorry for your pain. I am happy that you are healing. I am also going through some grieving but I am not quite sure of the total reason yet. I appreciate your honesty.

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  2. Congrats on your new blog. I've taken a look and then saw this beautiful journal page. I'm so happy you are healing and even after just reading a few entries I see your honestly and feeling coming thru on each post. Wishing you well on this artistic/healing journey :) and thank you for sharing your amazing artwork with all of us out in blog land. ((hugs))

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  3. Wow!I love this! :) I could never do anything like this!

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