It has been a very rough day, new opportunities are showing, old fears are also showing up.
As I look around, I am starting to second guess so many decisions. Fear has taken away so many dreams, they were there... so close, at reach point, but my fear to failure got in the way.
That sweet voice that sings it way into my head and heart, just waiting for that moment of weakness and attacking brutally, until I just give up and start convincing myself that I am not good enough or deserving or talented enough.
This time I am armed with an armor of faith, I need to fight. What is worst failure or not trying, not giving myself the opportunity to do it?
I will do this, I will try! I will survive this fear and will be a better me.
Julia