It was a hard day at work and I am so tired.
My body is in pain, my back hurts and my head is going to explode... and those are the good news.
All of that, will go away as soon as I have a nice cup of tea and rest.
Now to the real reason why I am so tired: I have been working on the Inner Excavation project with Effy and it is kind of waking up, so many dreams I had, and that I had hidden somewhere in my mind, in my heart, in my soul...
As a child I believed that everything was possible. I thought that I could do anything and I could be whatever I wanted to be. Yes, I noticed, too many I's in the last sentence...
Why didn't I follow those dreams?
Is it to late????
Don't get me wrong, I did achieve some dreams, but were those dreams really mine?
I wanted to be an art or literature teacher, instead I am an engineer. I love what I do, but my heart tells me that I would have been happier as a teacher.
I dreamed of having an art studio, today I have a small space in my family room, where I constantly have to move things around in order to make space for new projects. No, I am not happy, but, I am thankful that I have this space.
There are so many things that I haven't done and during this process I've begun to ask myself: Will I ever realize those dreams?
I guess this is a day by day process and the answers will come.
My dreams are here, they are part of me and I will not let them go hiding again.
The inner excavation continues, the self discovery continues... I will find myself.
Hope you like my art journal page. I think and doodle, it is a fun therapy.